Oh how they hate us.

Trigger warning. Violence stigma torture murder serial killers.

So, Google, your search engine ffeatures an article called Autism serial killers and mass murders?? Shall I tell you about all the Autistic people who have been murdered and tortured? Do you know how many matching that disturbing description are and have been Autistic? Zero! The article points  to dangerous Autistics but not the to obvious level of hate toword my people. People who think it’s alright to drown, shoot, starve, suffocate stab and burn us to death because of our brains. Many more children and adults will die because of that story. Yet most people will downplay and dismiss the it because if we are dead, nobody will have to see or hear us. How cold can you get? How long will the hate campaigns continue? The Nazis at Google need to stop the extreme cruelty. I don’t want to hear about the “right” of people to post what they want. There is no excuse. It seems Nazi Germany is alive and well. What about our rights? Oh, I forgot! We don’t have rights!  Somebody might see or hear us!! So it’s alright for us to be the ones targeted? Of course it is! We’re Autistic!! Maybe the should round us up and put us in camps. Set up the gas chambers. The Autism final solution. The “cure.” Do it in the name of awareness and Autism speaks. If people think this disorder is so “trendy” they need to read that article. They want to get rid of the real Autistics and play their sickening “trendy” game. I can’t take much more. Let the author of that article-and those who defend it-live with ASD for a month. Lets see how long they and there stupid trends last. Here is the Google article. Huge trigger warning. Google I don’t even have words. The story blames Autism serial killers and mass muderers for the divorice rate in Maine.  How many of  my people will die at NT hands?


We are the invisibles.

I finally figured out why everybody wants a “cure” for Autism. Why ABA is so popular.  Why all that talk about vaccines gets so many people upset.  Why the murderers of Autistics and other disabled people are always defended. It’s because all those things make us disapear. Nobody has to see or hear us.  Why my so-called “caregivers” don’t take any action when I tell them I’m feeling suicidal. And only tell me to call 9-11. If we lose our lives, are turned into robats by ABA. Are tortured at the Rotenberg center. Are put on dangerous psychotropic drugs. Are neglected by family members. Aborted. Nobody cares what happens to us as long as we suffer and die quietly. If we attempt or commit suicide we receive little sympathy. (most of the time) And they accuse us of lacking empathy!?? Hello?  I can’t tell you how much that hurts. How worthless I feel because of it. To be so devalued like that. I begin to feel like I have no right to be here. What a way to treat my people. I personally would welcome a cure if it actually got rid of my disorder. But that is not what this world wants or intends. It’s scary and ableist. I am alone coping with my Asperger’s. No one else I know has it. And it is far too overwhelming. But so what? What do I matter? I am a disease a crime a demon a monster. I am hated. War has been declared on the Spectromites. We are being put in prison as replacement for the the mental institutions that we are put out of.  Or we run out of insurance. Aperantly the worst thing a person can do, by far, without question, is be called “crazy.”  The ultimate horror. Someone had to see or hear us. Oh my God. No! How dare we!! Who do we think we are!? A crime considered far worse than those commited against us. We are instantly seen as the one in the wrong. Invisibility is the very reason homeless people are being shunned from public places. Shut away in tent cities. Prevented from using park benches in cities and towns available to the public. (everyone but them.) The reason veterans are ignored when they come home from serving overseas.  A “cure” means illimination. Try to take our own lives or killed, then those around us only care that we suffer and die quietly.  It’s too late to abort us. Not so easily gotten rid of. So I finally figured it out. A “cure” means we disapear. I wonder why God put me here to go through this? But what if Jesus comes back like that? Disabled.  Will this world want to “cure” Him and make Him one of the invisibles?

SHE’S leaving on a jet plane…

The Dante Diaries

I just can’t believe it…Grandma told me this morning that SHE’S leaving on a Jet Plane this morning and I’m going to have a week of pupation with Grandma.  Having a week with my Grandma is a dream come true but I just wish for once that I could go with HER on that Jet Plane trip…hmmm…I could sneak on board…do you think they would notice me?

Jet Plane

Grandma says SHE will be back on Tuesday night but leaving right away for another meeting and back to pick me up next Sunday….is it next Sunday yet?


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Jesus died on the tree not for it.

They cut down the tree
Made two pieces of wood
to be used for the ultimate good
He was nailed to the cross
So that we would not be lost
He lost His life so we could live
How much more could He give
He suffered all the pain and shame
He was three days in the grave
to take our sins away
He didn’t come to save the earth
but for what our souls were worth
Jesus died on the tree not for it.
By Catherine Fowler


PSA: Inappropriate Facial Expressions Don’t Make Someone a Killer

Rainey Days


People on the autism spectrum are often misunderstood because of inappropriate facial expressions or a flat aspect. We are accused of lacking emotion when we fail to show it in our expressions. If we show inappropriate emotion, we are accused of being cruel or sociopathic. It makes me think of the Barenaked Ladies song, One Week.

…Tryin’ hard not to smile though I feel bad

I’m the kind of guy who laughs at a funeral…

The Barenaked Ladies probably didn’t have to worry about this behavior being pathologized.

People readily notice what they consider an inappropriate reaction when it suits their needs. After a recent program that reexamined the Jon Benet Ramsey murder, I saw a lot of Twitter comments about how Burke’s reactions were inappropriate. These same people speculated Burke’s falling on the spectrum. Using this armchair diagnosis, they acted as if that’s all that needed to be said…

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